Suddenly I realized that in this very moment in Isabel's flat after the last day at Tarifa, waking up and letting feelings and thinkings flow and form a magic spiritual web of life, love and being far beyond reality, I felt the power of NOW as strong as the thunder. I had breakfast, put my things together and knew that nothing would be the same it might have been before. To come down and search for answers, I read in Sean Hall's 'This means this, this means that' just having the young kitten Lola as a playful company, what somehow kept the feeling of enlighting alive. I fear I might loose what I have just experienced, coming back to my old life.
...and to take away the readers' sorrows at home: I never forgot you (e.g. if you are expecting a phone call already for too many days). It's just that somehow I can't. I'm far, far away, physically, mentally in another world. I am sorry for that and will come back to that as soon as I can.
I love you all.
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